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Thursday, February 02, 2006 11:00 PM
it's now like what time? and i just came home. haha. went out alone. sigh. today had chinese test. think i'm going to fail it bahs. but i'm happy when i got back my physics test. lols. i got the second highest. 26/30. lols. and i didn't study at all. i went out the day before the test and then did my DnT til 3plus that time. haha. so it's like a miracle? haha. whatever. i'm dead tired. imagine you can start walking from 6pm all the way till 8plus. and then went out again. haha. walk back from school, to yishun with my brother[jasmine]. lols. was a long way. and i bullied her all the way til yishun. lols. sorry arhs. in the end you so late then go home. next time i walk alone can le. no need to trouble you. i think i will be able to remember the route bahs. lols. if can't, then too bad lor. i will just go missing. haha. whatever. then she also good lor, use my handphone to call my **. hais. but expected de la, my ** didn't pick up the phone. haha. if my ** can answer the phone call, i will be damn happy liao. HAIS. nevermind. sabo me nia. lols.
why is that you have to use this day to tell me something that make me sad so much. ever since you said you want to return me something, i knew what it meant. but does all this have to be so soon? so fast? i just enjoyed the other day with you, and it's all ending. at the same time, i realised that we will never go back to the beginning, that's why my nick for msn is what it is now. since we cannot go back to the original place, then i will pray and wait. the moment you told me we will hold hand, i was thinking how will it be like, the moment you told me i'm able to hug you, i was thinking, how will it be like. but i never react. because i was angry with myself. i was angry, why is it that i'm not able to make you stay. why is it that the people that i wanted always have to leave me. seriously, i do not know what to do. CAN YOU TELL ME?
Lord, i really do not want this to affect my term test. i believe that if i'm put through this test, i will be pulled through. by You. the scar may be too deep, but i will let You have it. do what You want to do. i will be who You want me to be, i will do what You want me to do.
sigh. guess i will have to see the doctor soon. i'm having flu now, and my throat is damn dry. worst, my lips are swollen, majiam i kana beaten up. how i wish i will be beaten up, and i will land myself in the hosipital. lols. whatever. but term test is coming up. i can't miss anymore lessons, if not i will not be able to sit for the test liao. sigh. how to go about this stupid illness?
[things that i gave out will not be returned back to me, including the words i said.][it's the little things that you do, that will make someone happy]